YTuesday, November 21Y
had my 2nd paper today
utterly disappointed
as usual, i ve no mood to study now.but next paper will be on the day after tmr. and i haven started at all. i can foresee greater, more intense disappoinment on thurs.
it has been raining all day recently. and it seriously affects my mood. i am alr moody.
arghhh
i have many many thots running in my mind. but i cant really tell wad are they. i am trying to sort things out. if only i can pause it and resume after exams. if only.
some things are better left untold, unknown. ignorance to certain stuff is indeed bliss.
esp stuff that u arent suppose to know.
we live in an ugly world. a world of complications, a world of lies, a world of illusion.
i am sick of it. very.
walking away is what left to be done.
Yc.e.
7:05 PM