YWednesday, July 12Y
i remember it started on a fri night..some day in May 02
i called him, telling him i miss him badly
following that i went to meet him..this is how it started
but things didnt go well..
we broke off in ard a months time
on 08 july 02..i smsed him..saying things like " wo bu she de ni" and wanted to patch things up..
and yes..we patched up on that day..
the previous experience was a painful one..thus we ve decided to erase it from our memory by allowing 08 July 02 to be our official start..forgeting the past
the begining is realli sweet
honeymoon! oh honeymoon!
we were alwas seen tgt..at all times..
there were of course occasional quarrels and arguments..but we alwas work things out
then came his enlistment day
NS..
the initial seperation did not drift us apart..instead it made us cherish each other more
each time he held me in his arms..i am able to feel his love..and i know its all true
i love this kinda feeling and i realli appreciate those small seperations
he got really worried when i first got into ntu..he urged me not to join any orientation camps..
telling me that camps are not for gals..cos u wun get to sleep well..eat well..and will probably end up being the main course for the mosquitos ard..though i know i gotta miss out lotsa fun..i listen to him..he will ocassionally show his face in ntu by sending me to and fro..i know his intentions..i just know it..but i realli enjoy him sending me to sch that kinda thingy..so i jus kip my mouth shut..enjoying it silently..
i realli appreciate it when he accompany me to KL with a bunch of people he had nv seen before.. though i undestand his intention is not solely to kip me company but i still appreciate it..i dun mind actualli..as long as he know his limits..but wad really disappoint me is that he likes to check on my hp..he jus dun trust me..things got worst when i moved into hostel..
i dun realli rmb the details..wad i can rmb now is that we quarrel very very often..
at the same time he got transfered to another camp..jurong camp.. which marks the begining of bad dreams..
Yc.e.
2:54 PM