i still cant make up my mind..i wanna leave..and at the same time..i cant bear to leave..
i was telling him that he isnt working hard enough..or rather i feel that he did nothing..i cant possibly jus walk over and tell him "i forgive you"..he is just not doing anything..i am so disappointed..i am willing to listen to wad he has got to say..i am expecting msges..maybe letters or cards..i received nothing..not a single phone call..not a single letter..not even a sms..whenever i go home late..i alwas check my surrounding..hoping to spot him waiting for me at some corner..i wanna know that he cares for me..this is all i want to know..

i waited for a long 16 days..i ended up wasting another 16 days of my life..

i hate to know that he went out each day..hate to know that he actually signed up for some orientation camp which cost 28 dollars..hate to know that some gals msged him saying "i reached home le..ve a safe trip home..nice knowing you...".. hate to know that he spent all his time on msn..on the phone for hours with dunno who.. he wasnt making effort to win me back.. hate to know that he actually make an effort to look good by dying hair before he head for some SIM orientation and outtings..i jus hate it..i cant stand it when he seems to be moving on well..but when i see his depressed state..i cant help feeling sad..
i hate to feel like this..

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visitor!! =)



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Ymeiting
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