on tues, i went J8 thai express for dinner..to celebrate wanli's birthday..its really nice of min and sq to ask me along..i enjoyed myself..
following that i went to a funeral with leng..ting's grandma passed away..we stayed for around 1 hour..

that day was the day he went for orientation camp..left house as early as 6 plus am..he woke me up before he left..i cant sleep after that..it was pure torture..i am so tired but i just cant sleep..i sms him..a long sms which took me quite some time to compose..i feel that he doesnt care bout my feelings..he wants me back..and at the same time he wants to move on with his own life..i dun like the idea at all..i hate to see he's half hearted attitude..esp towards me..i am trying real hard to move on..to forget the past..but each time he approached me..he made me realised that i cant let it go..i cant possibly forgive him, even though i wanted to..very much..he din create any chance for me to do so..and at the same time he dun wanna let me go..i urged him to make up his mind..he replied that his mind is set on winning me back..of course i dun believe..

at around 1 plus that night..i smsed him..ask if he could buy me soya milk now..i expect a 'no' answer..with explanation like 'i am in a camp now..i cant leave jus like that' . if he really say 'no', (which i strongly believe that he will) i will use this eg to show him how i mean to him..not more than a camp..this was my plan..

it took him some time to reply..in his reply, he said he was on the way..asked me to wait patiently..omg..i am only expecting a 'yes' or 'no' answer..

yep..he really brought the soya milk back..i tell him what i wan..he promised he will put in more effort..and will give me more time..and everything turn out fine?? NO..b'cos he insist to go back to the camp..and off he went..i called..expressed clearly that i want him back..but he din..

1 hour later..he returned with his bag and stuff..at that moment..i know i matter most to him..and i forgive him..i am unsure of my decision..but that din matter..cos i am more than happy to have him by my side..

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